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Name: Alyssa Marie
Location: Connecticut, United States
Birthday: 8/14/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: Music keeps my world alive... Something Corporate, Yellowcard, Nightwish, Thursday, Within Temptation, Brand New, Evanescence, Good Charlotte, Coheed and Cambria, Mars Volta, My Chemical Romance, Mariah Carey, Kelly Clarkson, Josh Groban, Sum 41, Matchbox 20, New Found Glory, Green Day, the Offspring, Goldfinger, Entwine, Skid Row, AFI, Lifehouse, Switchfoot, Pink, Maroon 5, Third Eye Blind, A Perfect Circle, Finch, Opeth ("Damnation"), Christina Aguilera ("Stripped"), Guns N' Roses, Our Lady Peace, Klaus Badelt, Tyler Bates, James Horner, Andrew Lloyd Webber, and many more that I will add later..
Expertise: music
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Retail


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Saturday, September 13, 2008

Currently Listening
Awake
By Josh Groban, Herbie Hancock
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Awake...

These lyrics are SO beautiful. Josh Groban is amazing...

"Awake"

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And I know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other

So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here, right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see

We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here today

And I will remember
Oh, I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today

 - Josh Groban


Thursday, September 11, 2008

Just because it makes me think of him.

Building A Mystery

you come out at night
that's when the energy comes
and the dark side's light
and the vampires roam
you strut your rasta wear
and your suicide poem
and a cross from a faith
that died before Jesus came
you're building a mystery

you live in a church
where you sleep with voodoo dolls
and you won't give up the search
for the ghosts in the halls
you wear sandals in the snow
and a smile that won't wash away
can you look out the window
without your shadow getting in the way

oh, you're so beautiful
with an edge and a charm
but so careful
when I'm in your arms

'cause you're working
building a mystery
holding on and holding it in
yeah you're working
building a mystery
and choosing so carefully

you woke up screaming aloud
a prayer from your secret God
you feed off our fears
and hold back your tears
give us a tantrum
and a know it all grin
just when we need one
when the evening's thin

oh you're a beautiful
a beautiful fucked up man
you're setting up your
razor wire shrine

'cause you're working
building a mystery
holding on and holding it in
yeah you're working
building a mystery
and choosing so carefully


Sunday, August 17, 2008

Earth to Bella

Earth to Bella
You think you’ve got it all figured in
Earth to Bella
Everything you know is wrong (well almost)
Earth to Bella
I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old
And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink

Earth to Bella
The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up
And do your best to save some face
It’s not so hard
Just undo yourself and see a second sun
ascend

I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
okay to sink
I'm okay to sink....
 
 - Incubus


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Currently Listening
Sing the Sorrow
By A.F.I.
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New Moon... amazing lyrics.

We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.


I cannot leave here, I cannot stay
Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe
Imagined heart, I disappear
Seems... no one will appear here and make me real

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I'd tell you how it haunts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you...

- AFI, "This Time Imperfect"


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Currently Listening
The Fiction We Live
By From Autumn to Ashes
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Bella's Monologue... "Bella, I will bring you back to life."

Autumn's Monologue

Oh, why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
No, I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence, of love, and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins.

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
By you, visions of you, then you're gone
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone's taken my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
When all, all that I did was for you?

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you don't

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me, you don't.

I break in two over you,
I break in two over you, over you
I break in two,
I would break in two for you

Now you see me... now you don't
Now you need me, now you don't.

 
 
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you,
I do.

 - From Autumn to Ashes



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